I had been really excited when I weighed myself Saturday morning and found that I had lost an entire pound last week. It had been this pesky pound that I kept gaining and then losing and then gaining again. But last week it had finally stayed off. I had gone an entire week without seeing that number go up.
I’ve been extremely hard on myself trying to get into the 150s. I haven’t been in that weight bracket since I was freshly out of highschool. It’s not my entended final goal weight but its still a bracket I’ve been dying to be in. So when I finally lost that pound I felt like I was closer and closer to that beautiful number of 159…hey it’s in the 150s right?
But then life decided to give me a little smack in the face. I woke up this morning excited to weight myself (I usually weigh myself twice a week just to see what track I’m on. I realize this is probably a bad idea but um…fuck it.). So I made sure to pee (those are extra pounds I dont need to see on the scale). Took off every piece of clothing I could think of. Placed my scale in the exact same spot on the exact same tile I use every time. Made sure it was at the exact angle I always place. I know it sounds crazy but I’m all about consistency and I’ll be damned if some un-leveled tile throws me off my groove. I get on the scale and…..
IT’S BACK!! THAT DAMN ONE POUND HAS RETURNED
You’re probably thinking to yourself don’t be so hard on yourself. It’s just one pound..oh yea? Is that what you think?
THIS IS WHAT ONE POUND OF FAT LOOKS LIKE!
Ugh!! I don’t know what else to do about that effin pound! It’s like it’s all I think about now. Today all day, everything I look at is like…will you bring upon me another pound of death?